Meendum oru kadhal kadhai...

As my blogreaders must be knowing, me's a major Anil Kumble fan. After the heartbreak I got during my 2nd year of college, when the dhrogi got married, I have been roaming around the planet like... a lost, beaten, broken, shattered soul.... in search for eternal peace.... barely managing to carry on with life*.... Later in life came Tarun, the ridiculously short guy. Worse, he was younger than me too. Much much younger, I guess. Anyways, me was taken in by his looks and drooled around for sometime. In the desire to catch a glimpse of him, I think I might have even watched a few telugu channels (which is, of course, a matter of shame to me, now.) *sigh* And then came Prasanna. Maybe you disagree with me, but I really, really thought he had a striking resemblance to Kumble. (Did I mention that my 'first real crush' resembled Anil Kumble? That's why I had a crush on him in the first place. But I digress.) Anyways, I was bowled over after watching 'Five Star'. The guy was good. And of course, I wasted no time and immediately set about with the drooling and ogling routine. And as always, someone had to spoil it all, by making it a point to tell me that the guy was in college and was junior to us. Aaahhh .... But the strong girl that I am, I bore it with resilience. After a loooong hiatus, during which I didn't find anyone worthy enough of my attention, came Arya. He's awesome, of course. And cool. And handsome. And manly. Can't think of enough adjectives to glorify him. (Neha, help!!) And now.... I'm in love with Prithviraj**. Dash it, exactly when I run into the love of my life... exactly when I discover the reason for my existence... exactly when I am delighted to have found the other half of my life... my soul mate... my life partner... comes the shocking news that he's younger than me..... CRAAAAASH. That was my heart breaking, of course. Into a million pieces. SIGH. When every guy you fall for is younger than you, that's when you realize you're getting old. Of course, I refuse to let the age factor deter me from my pursuits. Still, it's like a grim reminder that I'm aging… Dammit!!! *Nambiteengala enna? Hehe... Please! You don't know Ms. Naicker well enough. I'm disappointed. **So, Neha, Arya-va neeye vechukalam. ;)